Sunday, September 30, 2012

What I know...


I borrowed this from Hailey at http://mom2texas.blogspot.com


This is what I know...

~ I know how it feels to cry uncontrollably because you are that unhappy with your body.
~ I know what it's like to feel defeated in the dressing room.
~ I know how it feels to sit down and pull at your shirt to try and hide your rolls.
~ I know what it's like to pour yourself into your jeans.
~ I know how it feels when the buttons from those jeans cut into your skin and leave painful marks.
~ I know what it's like to stand in your closet full of clothes that are all too small wondering what you're going to wear that day.
~ I know all about not owning a scale to "avoid the truth."
~ I know what it's like to change over and over every day before you finally find something that doesn't make you look THAT fat.
~ I know how it feels to crave junk ALL THE TIME.
~ I know how it feels to see cute fashion trends, only to realize they don't make them in your size.
~ I know how it is to think "oh SOMEDAY I'll get back into my skinny jeans."
~ I know how it feels when your thighs rub together when you walk.
~ I know how it feels to FEEL your fat jiggling with every move you make.
~ I know all about "Starting my diet on Monday."
~ I know how shameful it feels when that diet fails.
~ I know the only thing that cures that shame is more junk food.
~ I know all about that vicious cycle.
~ I know how it is to feel like a prisoner in your own body.

~ I know.
~ So don't tell me it's hard.
~ I know.

Monday, September 24, 2012

I'm still here...

Sorry to all my followers... I have not been to exciting lately.. Things have been crazy at work and have not had time to really sit down and write... I promise I will... Since I have already lost a follower... =(



Thursday, September 6, 2012

If you really knew me.....

Since everyone else in the Blog world is doing this post.. I thought I'd do it too....


If you really knew me.......
You'd know I have no filter I speak what is on my mind and often it gets me in trouble. 
You'd know that I have a hard time expressing myself with people I love. 
You'd know that I am actually shy... Really it is true. 
You'd know that I would drop anything and everything to help a friend. 
You'd know that I LOVE to dance. 
You'd know that I love my dog sometimes more than my hubby. 
You'd know that I cuss WAY to much.
You'd know that I hate talking on the phone. 
You'd know I constantly compare myself to others. 
You'd know I am obsessed with Pinterest. 
You'd know I leave my husband for Chad Durbin. (Pitcher for the Atl Braves) 
You'd know I shop too much and buy stuff I don't need. 
You'd know I am afraid of throwing up.  Seriously makes me have a panic attack. Even other people... 
You'd know that I cry easily. 
You'd know I take things WAY to seriously and dwell over things to the point I get anxious. 
You'd know that I am often jealous of others . 
You'd know that I love my sorority sisters. 
You'd know that I love sports for the hot guys. (Not entirely true but it helps.)
You'd know I want a child. But am afraid due to the throwing up part.. 


That is all I can think of right now..... 

Have a good day all!!! 


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Unintended

Sorry all my blog followers I have not posted in a LONG time.. I PROMISE I will get back to it!!!!


~ Lisa