Lost

As I sit here at work I wonder where to start.....

I have been feeling really low lately and not too sure why. Well it could be MANY reasons.... Some I really do not want to get into right now because it will just make me end up crying and since I am at work I do not want to do that...

Not really sure what to do with certain aspects of my life...
I have blogged many times about certain issues and still am having the same problems and none have really gone away. I am at a loss for what to do and I really have no one to talk to about these issues... Not that I even know how to express what I am feeling anyway -- I guess I am just good at keeping it all inside and pushing it away until I am miserable...

Maybe I need to go to a counselor but I don’t even know where to start... I am so over feeling this way and have no idea where or how to start.... Not sure if my meds are not working or do I need a different one??? I have no idea....

I am just rambling at this point and really have no sense of what I am even typing... maybe once I have time to think and get my thoughts in order I will do another post.

If anyone is even reading this I am sorry I am all over the place but I needed to get some of my thoughts down in writing.... and if you continue to follow me I promise I will make more sense next time.

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